Screaming

Even without
Finding you alone
Finding me the same
I would do anything
My heart, body and spirit
Reside with you
Let the wind carry me
Across the darkness
And break my bones
Tear my flesh
Beyond all else
Finding you
Finding me
And finding Love
Such belonging is this

For what it's worth...

Connecting parts
The overflow
Honeydew delights of summer rays
This flower opens and my heart embrace
Everything is perfect
As we walk in the sun
Hand in hand
The way it always has been
Unexpected, so tears roll down

"Is it worth it?"
Your soul asks me.

In everything i see you
Like the poet sees the cloud in the page
I see you in a flower, in a leaf, in my hand, in my heart
You are here- because without you, i could not exist
In everything i feel you
And i know you
As you know me.

In my joy
There is you
In my soul
There is you
All and one
Together yet apart
Unexpected, and tears run free

Is it worth it?
Your soul asks me.

"Yes"

Am I worth it?
Your soul asks me.

"Yes"

Yes, my Love.
Every time - Yes.

You

You
My Love
Dearest, caress me
Completeness in a breath
The perfect swing in harmony

Still there

When one becomes two
Such then filled with happiness
And nothing compares
To yours and mine together
My heart, my spirit- gifted

More than words

Not from just you
But also from me
And our love is the freedom
To make anything be

How I feel is not even likened to words
Or music, poetry, or art
It's like you complete me
But not such a cliche...
It's like you are my other half
My twin soul, the yang to my yin.

I need you
I want you
I love you
And all of this
Is more than words

Useless

With all this suffering in the world
And my extensive experiences of pain
I stumble across one that I do not know
Wondering if I created this weirdness again
Perhaps a blessing in disguise or something else to learn
Such sadness that lies beyond me
In your past and apart alone

My heart is washed over like sandpaper in the dark
Each time I find myself unable to help you my Love

Withering away
into dust
into grey

We struggle with our load heavy, heavier still
As the path becomes a mountain, sharp and jagged rocks
Winding twisting curling the road breaks apart
One love is overwhelming as thunder cracks the heart
Broken pieces across the path, cutting at your feet
And death rides in so swiftly and silent upon its steed
Taking you away from me, lose my breath and I bleed....

Fear falls upon you
My heart is washed over like sandpaper in the dark
Each time it preys
I find myself unable to help you my Love

Withering away
into dust
into grey

Why is my love so USELESS against fear?

Endings

Have we not seen the stars
Where the gracious of dreams play?
Crackling fires burning strong
To open hearts and dust decay
Windswept memories of time
Taken without a sound
Unless we find our opening
Leaves scattered on dusky ground
White flag flutters on the breeze
Calling in the last horn
Time to say goodbye
Mourners group forlorn
Casket lowers the deep within
Upon my face a tear
Farewell my brave hero
My self of yesteryear