Forgotten?

I can't remember
The last time I felt so free
Happiness inside

Breakfast

Had a fluid breakfast
Banana protein thickshake
Funny how it feels
To drink so much one morning
Imagine it not blended

Deleted but not forgotten

Deleted you-
But not forgotten

Removed you-
From my life

Those memories I still hold on to
That love I still have inside
I guess you are elsewhere
One day we'll be alright

The End
Another beginning
Final words have been said
Though it doesn't matter what I say,
The love we shared is dead

On my finger was a ring
One that I thought I'd always wear
But you did not fight for me
My finger is now bare

So here we reach
That destination
That place where two roads part
This is the time that I
Look after my sad heart

I cut this last cord
I break this last spell
I end this now this time
I let go of you
I walk away
I know there's no going back
And with all of this I'm fine

You will always have
A special place in my heart

But no more will I wait
If you want me, come and find me-

Until then, goodbye my friend

This is
The End.

Her loving rays

Never really knew what it was
Until now
The warmth of love
Calm caressing soul
From within she appears
From within she speaks
From within it calls

Her loving rays
Like sunshine
Her kindness
Like an angel
Her unconditional everything
Perfect and true

Sitting here alone
But figuratively with so many
All the others
The ones that were cast out
Now back together again

Coming home
Remember me?

I've missed you

Autumn

Sun gives way to rain
I awake to morning chill
A change comes at last!

Sleep now

Sandman come take me
I feel I'm drifting away
Into the dream realm

This is love

I have found a new love
Irresistible and smooth
Sweet kisses and tender heart

I have found a new love
Handsome and kind
Spending time together is perfection

I have found a new love
In the form of an egg
Chocolatey goodness
Such contentful bliss!

A kind reminder

Something happens.

Realize the you have all the tools you need already. They are here, inside.
Find yourself and smile.
Concentrate on your breathing, and slow down.
Feel your connection to the universe.
Become a love radiator.

Focus.

Repeat.

Start to see the change and be surprised.

Love is catchy!

The Final Cord

I cannot live like this anymore
It's not that I don't care
I just see this interrupting us
A cord which we must tear

Inner Wisdom Gladly Speaks on Honouring the past

Let them come and go
Organic and free like clouds
Looking back with love

Thinking of you

Dreaming
Chocolate mousse
Smooth fluffy texture
Wish you were here
Gazing into thoughts only musing

There is love in the ashes

Turning inwards
Looking backwards
Dreaming skyward
Falling down

There it is
Beholden
There it was
Golden
Now it's gone
Dust

This love in which we trust.

Indecision

Should I consider how my time is spent?
Each day goes by much like the last
You're in my thoughts, my loving past
Days blur into weeks, cruel lament
I hope you'll come back is my intent
Though my white flag flies at half mast
You know me; but you keep acting in contrast
Every time I reach out, you pull back with dissent
Then strangely when i want space, you appear
Wanting to connect you suddenly say
And you seem calm, my love; i think you'll stay
Your indecisive actions confuse me; it's not clear
If it is not your intention to hold me close
Then just go away and remain a ghost!

You

I didn't really think of you today
Just a passing glimpse
Then I let it go
And only at times when I was most bored
I thought of you enjoying this stuff
And then I thought of us and what we had
Only briefly

Later on I thought of you
But not like you must think
I thought of you thinking I was pining
I thought how you'd be believing I am
I thought how funny it was
That you don't seem to be that important anymore

I thought this all perhaps 5 minutes
And I thought how things change

I thought about if you'd want me
And how I'd react now
I thought about it....

I don't know whether I'd want you back

Inner Wisdom Gladly Speaks on Letting Go

Mysteries may be
The true course of letting go
Forward without doubt

Fish Out of Water

Started something new
Hopeful chance of sports placement
Tafe - Not what I thought
Where is the challenge to find
When everything is spelled out?

Goodnight

Goodnight
Rest now
Moving bed-wards
Heavy calm drifting away
Dreaming for lovers and me

Where it all began and back again

Started with a tear
Falling free without a care
Only sadness here

Embraced but afraid
Changes like flowers in bloom
Learn to fly again

Let go they all say
Feel without his presence stay
Self love should prevail

Time takes time to see
To hear to know to trust it
But what I desire

Perhaps my heart needs
Some kind of understanding
Which he cannot give

Maybe I need me
Maybe I need to believe
That I am worthy

My love is so great
But he cannot hear me yet
I shout to the wind

Alone and lonely
Thinking of this; what has passed
And I remember

So in clarity
I begin anew to find
Something for myself

This journey begins
As I write these words in prose
My thoughts can be heard

To celebrate me
Wisdom; a perfect art of
Loving poetry