$#@!

I don't know why it still shits me
You being such a stupid dick
Perhaps it's the simple fact you say one thing
And act another way
You're angry at me for the phone
But it's mine to do as I wish
And anyway I never was mean to you
You ungrateful little shit
Really I tried so bloody hard
To make your life easier
You can't even see it - even now...
Time goes by
And yet you act with such contempt
Drawing others to do your dirty work
It's not like I didn't tell you
Or let you know at all
In fact I was quite transparent
Clear
And kind
Sometimes kindness is being firm
Yes I'm frustrated
And you're still fucking up
Perhaps I made a good decision
Thinking - for me, you weren't enough?